Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Im to blind to trust.
Get over him. He's not even worth it. He's not worth your time or your tears. Yeah, you loved him. I know that. And I know you just cant see yourself w anyone other than him. I get that. I've been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he's and who he's w. Do you honestly think he's thinking bout you? No. Sure its hurts, the fact that he's out there falling in and out of love w other girls. Yeah, you gonna see him w one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up, its gonna hurt. He'll hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter, just cause he knows you're watching. He knows its killing you, thats why he'll do it. Dont let him get to you cause that, well thats exactly what he wants. Dont give him what he wants. He doesnt even deserve it. So what if he doesnt talk to you, do you honestly wanna be friends w that asshole like him anyways? Thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Cause all he would do is talk bout his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous. Do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his new girlfriend. He'll be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you w some other guy who's not him. W that huge gruin on your face and you boyfriend holding you close, he'll realize how happy you're now. And how happy you boyfriend is cause he has you, the girl of his dreams. He'll realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decide to choose her over you. When he decided he just didnt love you the same. Trust me, he'll be sorry. And dont you sit there thinking he wont be sorry, I know you're. But I guarantee you now, he'll be sorry. So, dont go on spending your night waiting for that one phone call you know you never get. He like to pretend he doesnt see you online, he does it out of splite cause he knows its killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways he's gonna look past you, but you need to know he'll do that cause he knows somewhere inside you, it'll hurt. Im not gonna lie to you. It'll hurt, it'll hurt a lot. But, it'll hurt even more you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. Its all gonna hurt. Knowing your not the girl thats him smile.Knowing your not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible w him. Knowing there's not gonna be no more late night texting arguing bout who showing off the most. And you know what? Today, next week, next month, from now, your phone will go off w text messange. You'll instantly grap your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But, trust me. He's got to much pride. Even he wanted to be back w you, he wouldnt tell you. Your soon gonna realize he doesnt care bout you anymore and he wont be the first person you text when you're upset. He wont be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah, its gonna hurt, its gonna hurt a lot. But you know what your gonna do? You're gonna hod your head up. You're goona show him you're better than him and you dont need him in your life. You're gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you never really needed him anyways.
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