It sucks to know that someone you'd shared everything together, and now......... not there anymore? It sucks to let all the good memories go. Totally sucks. It'll take time to get used to this.
I just wonder what gonna happen to me after this.
The person you've shared almost eveything. The person who gets you well. The person who texted w you all day all night, asking 'where are you?' 'what you doing?' 'sudah makan?'. The person who makes you laugh, smile. The person who always told 'bout his life. The person who knows that you're a big fan of Greyson Chance. The person who always comfort you w his advices and sometimes reminds you to eat and take care. The person who promised you he'll stay right here whatever happens. And everything just not there anymore.
I'll miss the only smile that bright my whole day, all the sweet texts, the only voice that can makes you melt. It doesnt mean anything anymore.
Hoping that he'll just change his mind, turn around and said 'Im so sorry that I dumb you. Im here right now, no worries 'cause everythings gonna be okay.'
Honestly, Im not strong enough. I wish you were here.
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